There’s this one thing that Nicolò absolutely hates when Yusuf does it to him during sex but Yusuf loves it and he loves Yusuf so he just goes along with it.
This act is something that no one would normally think someone might not like, so receiving oral or being rimmed, nipple play or a one specific position, like riding Yusuf or doggy style. He doesn’t mind it the other way around, it’s just this one specific circumstance. It’s also not physical discomfort but mental, Nicolò may be feeling too opened or vulnerable, or perceive the act as physically dirty. But once again, he doesn’t feel that way when the roles are swapped, he’d gladly suck Yusuf’s dick for hours or have him ride him into oblivion and back. He tries for years to like it, he feels like he’s been deceiving Yusuf pretending to like it AND he feels bad for not liking it because everyone else does, so what is his problem.
When it finally comes out Yusuf tries to be understanding BUT!
Bonus possible angsty points!: - Yusuf is angry for being lied to - Yusuf indeed thinks that it’s weird and impossible to not enjoy [the thing] - Yusuf doubles down on the activity because maybe now that he knows he can do it well enough for Nicolò to start liking it (he doesn’t and he hates trying to) - Yusuf thinks that Nicolò is against the whole thing, both ways because if he hates [this] how can he enjoy [that]? Maybe thinks that Nicolò is lying he’s ok and just puts the stop to it - Nicolò deeply regretting Yusuf finding out, he was more than glad to suffer through it if it was making Yusuf happy - which makes Yusuf angry/upset because his lover was happy to SUFFER THROUGH SEX WITH HIM EXCUSE YOU?!
happy ending BUT please not because Nicolò learns to like it but because they stop doing it, it’s not essential to their enjoyment of each other
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Nicky/Joe - miscommunication, angst
Date: 2020-08-31 11:34 am (UTC)This act is something that no one would normally think someone might not like, so receiving oral or being rimmed, nipple play or a one specific position, like riding Yusuf or doggy style. He doesn’t mind it the other way around, it’s just this one specific circumstance. It’s also not physical discomfort but mental, Nicolò may be feeling too opened or vulnerable, or perceive the act as physically dirty. But once again, he doesn’t feel that way when the roles are swapped, he’d gladly suck Yusuf’s dick for hours or have him ride him into oblivion and back. He tries for years to like it, he feels like he’s been deceiving Yusuf pretending to like it AND he feels bad for not liking it because everyone else does, so what is his problem.
When it finally comes out Yusuf tries to be understanding BUT!
Bonus possible angsty points!:
- Yusuf is angry for being lied to
- Yusuf indeed thinks that it’s weird and impossible to not enjoy [the thing]
- Yusuf doubles down on the activity because maybe now that he knows he can do it well enough for Nicolò to start liking it (he doesn’t and he hates trying to)
- Yusuf thinks that Nicolò is against the whole thing, both ways because if he hates [this] how can he enjoy [that]? Maybe thinks that Nicolò is lying he’s ok and just puts the stop to it
- Nicolò deeply regretting Yusuf finding out, he was more than glad to suffer through it if it was making Yusuf happy - which makes Yusuf angry/upset because his lover was happy to SUFFER THROUGH SEX WITH HIM EXCUSE YOU?!
happy ending BUT please not because Nicolò learns to like it but because they stop doing it, it’s not essential to their enjoyment of each other