you have so little need to be nervous my friend. I know that doesn't undo nervousness but I have rarely read fic I have been so deeply deeply invested in right from the get-go, the emotions and the dialogue and of course the sex are so spot-on it's unreal.

subconscious self-sabotage is SO REAL omg he's making his own life so hard. Also I really dig inexperienced Joe just being super into it it seems very very true to character