Holy cats, OP, I snagged on that line also, but I never thought through the implications. Really hope someone fills this.
(Also, I like your choice of "inwardness" to characterize Nicky: he doesn't strike me as shy, but inward, yes. It maybe fits with his being a sniper. ANYWAY.)
Re: Joe/Nicky, "When I am lost in darkness"
(Also, I like your choice of "inwardness" to characterize Nicky: he doesn't strike me as shy, but inward, yes. It maybe fits with his being a sniper. ANYWAY.)