I want to read a story about how Booker was so depressed that he wanted permanent death because he is in unrequited love with Nicky. Nicky doesn't know but Joe does. Joe knows Booker would never try anything and feels for his brother. Joe is pissed at himself that he missed how the feelings had festered through the years and how much it was hurting Booker.

No Joe/Nicky/Booker, Joe/Booker och Nicky/Booker please just Booker not being able to deal with his heartbreak anymore and Joe being angry at him at the same time that he is sad for Booker.